I am a classic introvert. My love for solitude is so profound that it nearly borders on hermit-like tendencies. In an ideal world, I’d retreat into my cozy abode during the winter months, only surfacing in the spring to gather what I need before swiftly returning to my sanctuary – a place where I feel understood, loved, and secure.
That said, I am also enchanted by the thrill of exploration. The allure of distant lands, novel experiences, and the richness of diverse cultures stirs an insatiable curiosity within me. It’s a paradoxical existence that I lead – yearning for the solace of solitude, yet also hungering for the vibrancy of the outside world.
The world appears to be designed for those who thrive on social interaction, with public spaces seemingly structured to accommodate the extroverted majority. Consider the close-knit tables at restaurants, the fluid personal space boundaries in bars, or the shoulder-to-shoulder crowds at events. These scenarios may be an extrovert’s paradise, but they are my personal inferno. To say such environments are agonizing to me would be a gross understatement.
Contrary to popular belief, introverts do enjoy going out, but the venue can significantly impact our energy levels. Events with a shared focus like concerts, sports games, or cinemas can energize us. The communal energy is harmonized, with everyone present for a similar reason.
However, this energy equilibrium is conspicuously absent in places like bars, clubs, or parties. People attend these gatherings with different intentions, resulting in a chaotic mix of energies that can quickly overwhelm sensitive introverts like myself.
I dream of finding tranquillity amidst crowded spaces. Yet, more often than not, I find them to be overwhelmingly draining. My perfect social setting would probably look like this: a small, understanding group of people, a comforting fireplace, an elegant melody from a guitar or piano, tables located safely around the room’s edges, dimmed lights, burning candles, and a calm yet vibrant energy.
Ideally, there would also be a quiet retreat for me to recharge, surrounded by cushions and with minimal noise. And of course, stimulating, thought-provoking conversations would be the cherry on top. Alternatively, a quiet night in with a good book, a comfortable blanket, and delicious food is just as enticing.
I can understand how some might misinterpret our introverted nature as being overly sensitive or too delicate for the harsh realities of the world. I’ve often chided myself for being so guarded, urging myself to “toughen up.” However, such self-criticism only exacerbated my discomfort.
Now, I’ve learned to accept and care for my introverted self. We all have our unique traits and preferences. Just as some people love peanut butter and jelly sandwiches while others can’t stand them, some people revel in the hustle and bustle of crowded spaces while others like myself find it overwhelming. The reasons for our differences might be due to nature, nurture, genetics, evolution, or a complex blend of various factors. The bottom line is, we are all different, and we may never truly understand what it’s like to walk in someone else’s shoes.
My advice to fellow introverts is straightforward:
Seek out spaces where you feel at ease, places that resonate with your energy rather than leaving you on edge. Travel to locations that align with your energy. Connect with individuals who understand your introspective nature and respond with understanding and acceptance. Engage with those who reassure you that it’s perfectly okay to be you, even if your preferences diverge from the mainstream.
Avoid succumbing to social pressure to attend events or visit places you have no interest in, simply because “everyone else is doing it.” Follow your path and prioritize quality over quantity. If that leads you back to your familiar retreat, so be it. Even if it’s within the comforting confines of your own home.
Remember, happiness and fulfillment come from being true to yourself and attending to your inner calling. There’s no need to make yourself miserable just to fit in, to be liked, or to prove that you’re not strange or reclusive. We each know best what brings us peace and nourishes our souls.
Nobody has mandated that we must frequent a range of social events. Where we choose to spend our time is entirely up to us. Surround yourself with people who understand and respect this, without expecting you to justify your choices.
While socializing can be exhausting for us, solitude often has the opposite effect – it’s invigorating, restorative, and energizing. We must shape our lives to suit our unique blueprint, not conform to societal expectations or anyone else’s standards.
Pushing ourselves out of our comfort zones can be beneficial, but it should never feel like coercion. When we accept and embrace our introverted nature, it’s easier to step outside our comfort zones without feeling vulnerable.
Despite some common misconceptions, being an introvert doesn’t equate to being dull, self-absorbed, or antisocial. We merely approach things differently from what’s conventionally expected. We’re not so much outward-facing as we are inward-facing. We experience the world deeply, thirsting for the highs and lows of adventure and craving meaningful connections.
Whether our journey takes us indoors or outdoors, we yearn for peace, harmony, and tranquillity to accompany our introverted hearts. After all, the essence of our existence lies not in conforming to the world but in the world conforming to us. We’re introverts, and we wouldn’t have it any other way.
Remember, you are not obligated to justify your preferences or to conform to societal expectations. You are entitled to live your life in a way that brings you joy, peace, and fulfillment. Whether that involves curling up with a good book in the comfort of your own home, or embarking on a thrilling adventure to explore new lands, the choice is entirely yours.
Alex Myles
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